Wednesday, 4 November 2015

Monday, 2 November 2015


you seem to forget that just like that sad state,
this joyful moment is a fleeting moment.

Friday, 23 October 2015

Sunday, 18 October 2015

I Wish to Hate You

I wish I can hate you the way I hate 
The feeling brought about by your presence. 

Saturday, 17 October 2015

Perfect Timing

I was standing above the clouds 
Then it started raining.. 

Thursday, 15 October 2015

Insanity Laughs

Nothing, as I strolled into the night complicated thoughts surrounds me

Not a night, not a single day, I wish she sees me, only me


I had put my trust in you
Then you made the worst decision ever. 

Thursday, 8 October 2015


You said you like me but can't be with me.
I said, "F*** you."

Why Me?

I keep asking myself
Why do you have to leave me hanging?

Tuesday, 6 October 2015

In Midnight All The Agents Part 4

The deafening silence suddenly engulfed the room
A chilly feeling embraced the detective
Never in his wildest dream can explain what he felt, he saw
A beam, no.. An apparition not of human form but something different

Monday, 5 October 2015


He is every sexy word I could ever think of, and he deserves NO LESS than a naughty girl who loves and desires him just as much. :)

Sunday, 4 October 2015


I wanted to feel the rise and fall of your chest as you breathe for me.
I wanted your hands to caress my hair all the way down....

That Wall

I bit my wine-stained lip, my chest heaving.

I dug my heels behind him as he lifted me by the hips, our breaths raspy.

I let him take me any way he  wanted -- I love my man in ways more than one.

Saturday, 3 October 2015

On mirrors and the doggy style

It's either you would feel awkward as if someone is watching you do the deed.

Or you would feel ultimately excited watching her face change from a sweet one to something I cannot describe in a single adjective at the moment.


Friday, 2 October 2015

Buried Deep

I imagine you buried deep down my core
Deep enough to wreck my entire soul
Almost tearing me apart.

A Tantric Dance

Gently, you mounted me -- drumming your fingers at the small of my back.

I whimpered.
You sighed..

You grunted.
I moaned..

And steadily, we rocked in a delicious lovers' kiss.

The pain of touching myself

I accidentally saw your pictures with your new lover. I admit, I still miss you.

That same night, I found myself vigorously jacking off, fantasizing about you. I admit, I still miss the way I bang you.

#halay #hugot

Thursday, 1 October 2015


I felt your fingers run through the length of my arm,
Grabbed me at my waist, lips crushed down on mine 
with a deep, punishing kiss. 

Babe, your move

The evidently scattered thoughts that follow while I torridly your neck, smelling your very inviting feminine scent.

Then you pulled away a bit, then looked at me with your caring eyes. I was finding myself staring at your insanely beautiful face, waiting for your next move...



You grazed your teeth along my heated nape,  and I grew taut against you - exposing my lust..

You are baneful, but my need is potent.
Crush me.
Impale me.

I thought....

I thought it's gonna be a good day.
Then, the rain started pouring down heavily.

Wednesday, 30 September 2015

On becoming dangerous acquaintances with a history

No. You'll be on a pedestal.

I'll be the stranger.


I maybe pushing you away but really, 
what I want you to do is stay. 


Love without holding back that falling for you every day is inevitable.

Always make yourself worthy that losing you is never an option.


Tuesday, 29 September 2015

The Temptress

I sped off as it poured -- shook the water out of my copper locks, got off my scooter, into the steam shower, and out barenaked;
dabbed perfume between my thighs, and sat in bed -- ready for his taking..



Sleep used to be my sweet escape from the thoughts of you.
Until I started seeing you in my dreams.

Just wanted to know...

Do you really love me?

Or is this something that my mind just conceived?


My dear heart, why do always
have to beat for the wrong reasons?

Monday, 28 September 2015

I Am Loved

I am nowhere near perfect,but he delights in my radiance and all that I am.

He makes me feel I am more than enough. :)

Sunday, 27 September 2015

Some dream

She came and sat beside me, then she suddenly kissed me.

Just a few moments later, I found myself lying on my bed.


He has seen me at my best;
been with me at my worst.
Yet in all my sensibility and monstrosity he continues to love me.

Ever still. Ever will.

In Midnight All The Agents Part 3

The detective knelt down, observed, looked at every detail around the body.
"There is nothing here", he told himself, he turned and dusted off the knife.

Saturday, 26 September 2015

Druken State

I wanna dance in the rain
With a botte of tequila in my left had. 

In Midnight All The Agents Part 2

The detective knelt down, observed as there was something peculiar about the scene.
There was something different, odd, and absurd at the scene, the smell of death still lingers as sirens still blare from a far.

Just do it, no regrets

The biggest regrets will always come from the things WE DID NOT MANAGE TO DO for whatever reason.

So, for all of you, whatever happens, if you have the chance, go and kick their asses and get the girl!

Friday, 25 September 2015

Of Rain and Bliss

And when it rains, she leaps dancing in her bare feet finding solace in every drop.

She sings. She laughs. She grins in content --dripping. Soaking wet.


Be Your Best

You have nothing to prove to anyone.

The only competition you are in is with yourself --to set out there and finish off with a BANG.

Outdo yourself each time --NEVER SETTLE.

In Midnight All The Agents Part 1

A mysterious murder lies in front of us
The race to midnight draws near


This madness has to end soon.
One-sided love affair isn't my thing.

Thursday, 24 September 2015

A candidate for a WTF moment

"Do you like me?", she asked. I said YES. Convincingly.

I asked her back. She said "HALF WAY."

Watch the Birdie!

It's that era when the word "swallow" no longer strikes you as a bird specie.

Well, at least it still pertains to a "bird"!

Vague Response

Fettered and abused, naked, unnoticed, in silence I asked why?
So many questions, answered yet vague, nothing is clear


Jealous of her because
I can never be her.

Love is Freedom

Not all relationships endure.
It comes and, sometimes, it goes -- like snow in the sun.. 

Know when to stop, for love has no chains.
Love itself is freedom.

Wednesday, 23 September 2015


I don't want to hate you. 
I just want to stop caring about you. 

Thoughts of an indie musician

The rest of the world are busy living their lives...

...while we strive to be heard and make the soundtracks behind everyone's lives. 

Tuesday, 22 September 2015

Your Epiphany

Don't trust yourself enough that I'll always stick around.

Hear this: even stars burn out.

One day, when I'm gone, i am not to blame - you know I have loved you.


I can find reasons for you to fall in love with me
But not the reasons to make you stay.

Monday, 21 September 2015

Choose Life. Choose Love.

In this only life, half of what truly matters is choosing what we love to do, and where we want to be.

[and] the other half is who we are spending every part of it with.

While cleaning my ears with cotton buds...

There are only two kinds of people who cannot be choosy.

Beggars, and those who need the ambulance STAT.

My Sweet Surrender

His kindness melts away my solid hatred and pride.

His reassuring voice, my shield;
his warm eyes, my sweet  surrender;
his soft mouth, my ecstasy..

I'll be just fine?

Running up and down to make something happen
A dance in the moonlit night was my reward

Then, I remember you

Reminiscing has always been one of God's best gifts to humankind. 

But it always bound to choice whether it is going to be healthy or not.

Sunday, 20 September 2015

Sorry Not Sorry

One day you'll wake up missing me. 
You'll wake up longing for me. 

Be kind. Always.

Choose to be kind even if others are not.
Remember: kindness is rooted in love, and when you act out of love YOU ARE THE BIGGER MAN.

Saturday, 19 September 2015

Do not disturb!

Shitting is always a private moment. 

You don't bug people on their private moments.


 We all have our dark past, done things we arent proud of,
It doesnt mean we have to let go of the mystery within ourselves.

Keep Him Close

When somebody truly loves you, take it to heart.
Do not waste time looking elsewhere.
Love him back in every way he deserves...before someone else does.

Friday, 18 September 2015

No Aural Appendages

I don't want to hear all your lies and bullshit anymore.
But I don't seem to have a choice.

i dont make sense...

haiku everyday, keeps our heart and mind at bay, 

and i dont make sense...


Can't Wait

I can't wait for the day I'll wake up and....
It's not you I am longing for anymore.

She's a Tease

I kiss him with my open mouth - demanding.
I press my soft body on his - craving.
I let my hand and fingers come to play, and watch him rise in delirium.. 💋

Be inspired

Inspiration drives us. Emotionally, mentally, physically, musically. 

Even "Gynecologically."

Thursday, 17 September 2015

Love Story

All I want is my own love story.
A love story of beginnings but no endings.

Love is

The sun - ever present.. But even the king contents itself to burn in the background to allow the moon to shine. THAT is love.

Your Little Eyes

I have traveled a thousand miles to get to you.
To remind myself how I fell for you the first time I looked at your little eyes.

Wednesday, 16 September 2015

First Entry

2:24 AM

Pen name: MR. BIG

hold on little girl
show me what he's done to youuu